Growing pains

Finally things are starting to find some shape! Since I started the process of moving to my new apartment more than two months ago I've been running around from one side to another non-stop. Everything happened at once, new house, new life, new relationship (gone bad!) you name it!

Lately after these last few tormented months I've been able to find some time for myself. I got the chance to realize the things I really miss in life like a nice vacation at the Sun, my old friends that now unfortunately I don't have the chance to see them that often, my family with whom I was used to spend a lot of time, little things in life that I've always been used to and I'm currently deprived of and believe it or not can have a lot of influence in one's (or anyone's) well-being.

Basically I think I've become much more sentimental lately, I even cry with more ease like the other day when I noticed I was crying like a baby watching TV, and that's not very easy! Maybe it's just part of growing up and I guess that when I finally bought a house and became almost established I simply came down to Earth and had a reality check.

Looking back it makes me very proud of what I've achieved until today, but more important shows me what I didn't achieve yet. Unfortunately doesn't show me how to achieve the unachieved (it's part part of life I think...) but it's a good step forward it helps me to put my focus back on track and hopefully in a few years that list will become shorter... and shorter... and shorter... and shorter...